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Nov. 7th, 2006 12:05 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
textileowlI was going to try and post every day this month...Well, already off to a rocky start on that then.
Did absolutely nothing today because I lacked any motivation. My head hurts, I slept most of today and feel generall icky. Physically, mentally, emotionally.
I just want things to work out. To be capable of knowing that they will work out. That I can say "this is what needs to be done in order to get what I want. " That what I want corresponds to what other people want and that it works out.
I realize I'm repeating myself, but it's been doing that in my head all day, even while sleeping. So you guys are seeing what goes on in my head, bad grammar and all.
Exciting, isn't it?
Going to the dentist tomorrow....maybe we can figure out if my headaches are from my teeth being stupid or me just being stressed all the time. Probably a combination of the two.
Classes...are going about as well I can work up motivation and care about going. Which means, not too well. Though I did somehow manage to get an A on my sociology midterm. But other classes, like Stats and CSE...not too hot in those and really frelling hard to care about them.
Took a personality test for the counciling services...maybe there is actually something definable. We'll see in about ten days. Kinda worried that there might actually be something, or if there isn't. But today kinda convinced me that there might be, with the sleeping, lack of motivation, low-grade depression. Even hanging out with people today at dinner didn't help a whole lot.
I'm really kinda tired of this.
Did absolutely nothing today because I lacked any motivation. My head hurts, I slept most of today and feel generall icky. Physically, mentally, emotionally.
I just want things to work out. To be capable of knowing that they will work out. That I can say "this is what needs to be done in order to get what I want. " That what I want corresponds to what other people want and that it works out.
I realize I'm repeating myself, but it's been doing that in my head all day, even while sleeping. So you guys are seeing what goes on in my head, bad grammar and all.
Exciting, isn't it?
Going to the dentist tomorrow....maybe we can figure out if my headaches are from my teeth being stupid or me just being stressed all the time. Probably a combination of the two.
Classes...are going about as well I can work up motivation and care about going. Which means, not too well. Though I did somehow manage to get an A on my sociology midterm. But other classes, like Stats and CSE...not too hot in those and really frelling hard to care about them.
Took a personality test for the counciling services...maybe there is actually something definable. We'll see in about ten days. Kinda worried that there might actually be something, or if there isn't. But today kinda convinced me that there might be, with the sleeping, lack of motivation, low-grade depression. Even hanging out with people today at dinner didn't help a whole lot.
I'm really kinda tired of this.