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Today was going well. I swear it was, really. Went, after Rendinner, to Johnny Rockets and Barnes & Nobles with a bunch of people and had lots of fun spending a little of the money I don't have on a book.

Fool's Fate.

*laughs*

Sorry, hadn't thought about the title in correspondance with my own life at the moment and I find it extremely ironic.

Honestly, there's been a lot going on that hasn't been getting into this journal, simply because I've found those thoughts to be extremely personal and that, in order to keep myself together in the relationship (if I am allowed to call it that), I couldn't write in here.

I would've liked to have been able to say these things here, but what would've been the point? I don't like to point out things to other people, or to suggest that something may not be right. It always tends to turn out badly for me to notice such things and then to say them outloud. I don't like what is happening but I feel as if there is nothing I can really do to alter the paths already worn thin with use. It doesn't seem like my place to do so, and no one else will speak out.

I think I've been reading too much, maybe I'm just being over dramatic. I don't know. Gods, I should not be listening to country at the moment. I just wish I knew what to do, if there would be any hope in speaking out. I keep thinking that it would be futile.

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[merodi-no-yami.livejournal.com]

*HUG*

A sad and worried henchwench makes for a sad and worried Robyn. I know it's not my business, but if you need someone to vent to or hug, don't be afraid to call me up, 'k? Love ya, hun!

[ardillamente.livejournal.com]

same goes for me too, except for the hug since im not in Ohio. you have my AIM name and you can bug Kelly for my cell if you feel comfortable talkin to me bout stuff. ***huggles***