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Sep. 28th, 2005 11:46 pmLet's see, an update in less than a week from the last, what the hell?
Ok so...after the wedding and craziness settled down there came up another issue, my car. If not one thing than another, hmm?
It's right hand rear suspension had managed to rust it's way through its welded chunk of metal and is now rattling away at the inside of my trunk and the tire it is supposed to help. needless to say this is a bad thing. So mom and Mike came and picked it up today and I am carless again. woot They also brought me a bike to use while the weather was still decent but other than that, I got teh worse end of the bargain.
Set up an appointment with my advisor for Tuesday, to talk about things...I really don't know what I'm going to do. I should figure out what concentration I should go with and the only thing that makes sense at the moment would be the design section and the buying and merchandising section...any of the otheres, like interior decorating and then marketing make me want to cry and really...all I want to do is sew...I like it, I may not have the talent to design like other people but I sew beautifully and that matters to me. Give me things to put together and usually I can get it to work out to something that looks good. or at least well constructed. And the design I am slowly learning, truly, I can see now how drawings look as they should flat and then how they should fit on a person...it's taking time and this is simply from workign on garb with pyr but it is coming to make sense to me. Maybe I can get this done in what is currently three years...but I'm not so sure, but that is what the meeting on Tuesday should figure out....hopefully.
Other note...mom mentioned to me that since she really isn't supporting me in anyway and hasn't in teh last couple months but for a couple hundred to tide over what was two months of unemployment, I should see what I need to do to be declared independant. Really, as I'm twenty i don't think I have to do that technically, but since I am claimed as a dependant under mom in her taxes then it factors into how I recieve financial aid and that as an independant I could get mor emoney in way of grants and scholarships than loans that I will have to pay off. I don't know, it is a good idea on paper but it makes me nervous to know that I would literally be on my own then. I will just have to get up the nerve to call the financial aid office nad set up a meeting there as well sometime next week and find out.
Ok, so I have completely managed to find a lack of motivation to read a play that I should have had read for today and to catch up on psych reading and math homework...just lots of ickyness lately, maybe simply thee fact that classes have started and I'm still reeling from this weekend...eventually I will have to smack myself and recall that I am supposed to be getting better grades this year...But not tonight.
Ok so...after the wedding and craziness settled down there came up another issue, my car. If not one thing than another, hmm?
It's right hand rear suspension had managed to rust it's way through its welded chunk of metal and is now rattling away at the inside of my trunk and the tire it is supposed to help. needless to say this is a bad thing. So mom and Mike came and picked it up today and I am carless again.
Set up an appointment with my advisor for Tuesday, to talk about things...I really don't know what I'm going to do. I should figure out what concentration I should go with and the only thing that makes sense at the moment would be the design section and the buying and merchandising section...any of the otheres, like interior decorating and then marketing make me want to cry and really...all I want to do is sew...I like it, I may not have the talent to design like other people but I sew beautifully and that matters to me. Give me things to put together and usually I can get it to work out to something that looks good. or at least well constructed. And the design I am slowly learning, truly, I can see now how drawings look as they should flat and then how they should fit on a person...it's taking time and this is simply from workign on garb with pyr but it is coming to make sense to me. Maybe I can get this done in what is currently three years...but I'm not so sure, but that is what the meeting on Tuesday should figure out....hopefully.
Other note...mom mentioned to me that since she really isn't supporting me in anyway and hasn't in teh last couple months but for a couple hundred to tide over what was two months of unemployment, I should see what I need to do to be declared independant. Really, as I'm twenty i don't think I have to do that technically, but since I am claimed as a dependant under mom in her taxes then it factors into how I recieve financial aid and that as an independant I could get mor emoney in way of grants and scholarships than loans that I will have to pay off. I don't know, it is a good idea on paper but it makes me nervous to know that I would literally be on my own then. I will just have to get up the nerve to call the financial aid office nad set up a meeting there as well sometime next week and find out.
Ok, so I have completely managed to find a lack of motivation to read a play that I should have had read for today and to catch up on psych reading and math homework...just lots of ickyness lately, maybe simply thee fact that classes have started and I'm still reeling from this weekend...eventually I will have to smack myself and recall that I am supposed to be getting better grades this year...But not tonight.
