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Yeah so the plan was that today Aron would leave and then I would get cracking on my English paper. Nope, didn't happen. Aron did go home and conviently forgot to call to let me know he had gotten home for several hours. Good thing was I wasn't nearly as frantic about it as the last time, maybe things are getting better for me. Yeah, right. Rewatched How to Lose a Guy in Ten Days for my paper and got several good ideas. What I'm having difficulties is with the secondary sources, I just can't seem to find a whole lot about how ambition falls into category with the workplace and men compared to women. I have this awesome idea and no one else came up with it before me. What kinda crap is that? Not to mention that I really suck at the actual research bit of things. I can analyze to death but then having to find some sort of correlation with other people and I'm screwed. So I puttered around all day and really only have about a page done and not very good at that. Maybe I should take my own advice from the last post. So much harder to actually try than to read about, trust me. I'm just utterly incompetent at the moment when it comes to this damn paper. Too many ideas and not enough of a reason to string it all together because of lack of evidence within published society.

Ack, I need to sleep apparently and frell the paper for tonight at least. Maybe a day with my relatives (Joy) will put everything into persepective. My mom's family isn't a bad lot, rathe rnormal when you think about it but granted when you're the oldest grandchild and the only kids you had to play with at Thanksgiving were your siblings for several years, you'd be bored too. I'll get stuck answering a bunch of college questions and probably things I can't answer as several of my second cousins went to OSU and I'll be fretting over this paper. You know, it wasn't such a big deal several days ago. I hate deadlines.